Hey SweetHeart?

I know i tell you this all the time, but i just want to let you know how proud of you i am. I mean from the first day i met you, until the day i die i will always be proud of you. I can honestly say that your my hero. N there is a saying that every marine should be his own hero but hell no girl your my hero. don't ever forget that.


Today is the most scariest day of my life. i mean the girl of my dreams just went away to college. ya your still aka close to me, but now your gunna have some much going on in your life and most things are gunna change. But our love with never change. or the fact that im going to be with you forever, always be here for you in a min, and the simple fact that you changed me. I can never re pay you for the perfect life that you have given me. My past sucked but my future is looking so good if we keep this up.  


I almost feel like i lost apart of you tday baby girl, But in actuality i gained apart of you. I mean if you think about it, Now its not me you and your family, Its me and you and our life. I guess to start you must have something big to happen. And we may not of been ready at this time, but this is gunna show us alot, and its gunna prepare us to be ready for what ever else comes. All im asking is to never let go of us babe. Its gunna be hard as hell don't get me wrong but nothing is going to be compared to how hard we worked to get this far. I cant let this simple thing change us. Go party, Go have friends, Go do the stuff that you want to do baby, Im not gunna stop you at all. I would be happy if you actually got to live that life, But i hope you always remember that you need to come home to me. Today was actually the real first time i have seen you cry, N i know it was cuz of your mom but dam baby that hurt me more than expected. I thought i was going to be OK with today but i guess not.


I want to be with you forever mrs dewitt. I can honestly say that. even if something bad were to happen aka like if you blacked out at a party and didn't know what really happened. i would understand, yah i would be pissed as hell but i wouldnt ever leave you. I cant explain how i feel so much for you babe but nothing matters to me now but you. and how happy i can make you. Where do i even start? I guess it really look you going away to make me realize that this is it. I found the one i need, I knew before don't get me wrong but today was like almost a wake up call that i really have to have you bein okay at all times.


I'm ready for whatever this situation has to throw at us babe. I'm ready for the drama that's about to come, and eventually this as most things will become easy to us. You tell me everything and i trust you with all my heart baby girl, I cant thank you enouf for that. I know you wouldn't tell me anything unless you mean it. Im just scared more than i have ever been i guess you could say sweetheart but i know that you will make everything ok.


Your my best friend, my angel, my girlfriend, my other half, my wife, my bm, the one i come to, the one i think about, the only one in my life, your my hero baby, Thank you for everything that you do for me. it means so much to me....... lyndsey marie will you marry me?